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There’s only 10 days to go. The last time I posted about this it was 21 days to go. And now…TEN! Oh god…I’m so gonna die.
However, there’s a part of me thats feeling excited. A part that can’t wait for it all to end. The part that’s vibrating with excitement and anticipation to have a taste of what’s it like to not have to worry about studying at all during that short 3 months. I admit it. I am dying to get my freedom. I hunger for the liberty to be able to do whatever I wish to. I want to be able to make my own decisions for the present and the future.
But as much as I am desiring for freedom, I don’t let that impair my ability to judge and rationalize. I am aware that if I were to be impulsive and rebellious I would only destroy the chances I have to be what I really want to be in the future. All these needs for freedom and liberty to do whatever we please are a temporary feeling that would fade gradually over time. But if we were to take the bait at an earlier point, then one day we’re gonna regret.
It’s just not worth it to throw everything away just so you can experience something for short while. Maybe while it’s still hot you would enjoy and revel in every moment but as the fire dies you would then realise it’s not that fun anymore. All kinds of problems would arise and if you’re lucky you’ll survive through it. And if not, you’re doomed to hard work all lifelong. Don’t even think of retirement plans.
Oops…I think I’m getting a little carried away. I was not supposed to spend more than 15 minutes on this. And it’s already way more than that. Sigh. Going back to the books now. Gotta give it the hardest push every during the coming 10 days. But honestly, I think I feel ready. I think. =D
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