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Mmm I remember perfectly well that the day started off pretty good. I woke up feeling pretty satisfied with myself because last night I managed to finish the first draft for the poetry writing competition. It wasn’t bad but could definitely be better, so I’m gonna rewrite it. First prize is RM1000…ahh imagine what I would be able to do with all that cash!
Then in the afternoon, I went to the library with my dad and CM and CY, killed a few hours there doing almost nothing. We were supposed to go discuss our Add Maths project…supposedly. Lol. But oh well, at least I did attempt to do the first few questions. =/
Fast forward a few hours I was sitting doing my Chemistry notes while listening to sentimental songs. It kinda reminded me about times before when I used to feel like that almost every night. I remember dreading coming into my room because the moment I stepped into my room it was like being sealed away from the outside world. And at that time I had some stuff going on, so it made things worse.
But tonight when it happened, it made me realise that for the past few months…I was actually content. I won’t say happy because well…I tend to have all kinda stuff popping out from nowhere at the weirdest times. But I wasn’t depressed. So that’s good I guess.
Anyway, today’s emo-ness isn’t the type where I feel like I just wanna be left alone and all. Today it’s the er…I don’t know how do I put it…erm the sweet kinda emo-ness? Haha I don’t know. But that was why I decided to watch this really sweet movie just now. I first watched it when I was 11 or 12 I think but back then I didn’t really watch the movie, I was just looking at Shane West. =P
A Walk To Remember, that’s it. I so love it. I think it’s really really sweet and touching. When I was watching I kept rewinding back to the sweet parts to watch it over again. I don’t know, it really makes you smile and cry at the same time. Seriously, I don’t know why the critics said it was a bad movie, okay maybe it isn’t the best, but still it deserved more praise. Plus, with Shane West there as the male lead, it was I don’t know. I just love movies where one person changed so much just because he/she fell in love with someone incredible.
Mmm…I can’t describe what I’m feeling now. I guess it’s lovey-dovey and sad at the same time. Just feel like watching more movies to make me cry. I love movies which can make me cry. And if it does, it’s really good one because I don’t cry easily when watching movies. So far the only other movie that was a real tear-jerker is Click. Really made me wanna cry but I couldn’t then because I was with my parents. Haha.
1.15 am. I should probably go to bed. I have this trip to UCSI tomorrow, following the school, no idea why we’re going there. But it’s gonna be free…so might as well go. =/
Goodnight.
"Love is like the wind. You can’t see it but you can feel it." (quote from A Walk To Remember)
Here’s the song that actually started making me a bit emo.
Like We Never Loved At All by Faith Hill
You never looked so good
as you did last night,
underneath the city lights,
there walking with your friend,
laughing at the moon.
I swear you looked right through me.
But I’m still living with your goodbye,
and you’re just going on with your life.
How can you just walk on by
without one tear in your eye?
Don’t you have the slightest feelings left for me?
Maybe that’s just your way
of dealing with the pain,
forgetting everything
between our rise and fall
like we never loved at all.
You, I hear you’re doing fine.
Seems like you’re doing well
as far as I can tell.
Time is leaving us behind,
(time – leaving us behind)
another week has passed
and still I haven’t laughed yet.
So tell me, what your secret is
(I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know)
to letting go, letting go like you did,
like you did.
How can you just walk on by
without one tear in your eye?
Don’t you have the slightest feelings left for me?
Maybe that’s just your way
of dealing with the pain,
forgetting everything
between our rise and fall
like we never loved at all.
Did you forget the magic?
Did you forget the passion?
Oh, and did you ever miss me,
and long to kiss me?
Oh baby, baby.
Maybe that’s just your way
of dealing with the pain,
forgetting everything
between our rise and fall
like we never loved at all.
