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What’s up with my hormones? Why does my moods have to change so fast? Compare this to my previous post and you will know what I mean. I was so alive and happy yesterday. Today I’m just so….dead. Sigh.
And to make matters worse, I have to sit through hearing my dad play all his sentimental love songs all day. I was helping my mom prepare for tonight’s reunion dinner and my dad was blasting his songs through the stereo. It reminded me of my current love life. I don’t even know if it’s still existent. And I’ve been avoiding the thought of it all this while because I know what will happen if I let my mind wander there. The last time I was reckless enough to just let my emotions run free and it was…bad. I lost a few precious hours of my sleep. Sigh.
It’s true. Running away is always easier.
All I wanna do now is just to crawl into my bed and curl myself under my comforter and cry my eyes out till I feel better. There’s nothing better than a good cry.
But…
Duty calls. Have to help my mom with the preparations. Oh well. I’m getting pretty good at this anyway. Faking happiness. Putting on a show. I should be on stage acting. (>.<)
Happy (not) Chinese New Year
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