Malicious Minds

What’s up with my hormones? Why does my moods have to change so fast? Compare this to my previous post and you will know what I mean. I was so alive and happy yesterday. Today I’m just so….dead. Sigh.

And to make matters worse, I have to sit through hearing my dad play all his sentimental love songs all day. I was helping my mom prepare for tonight’s reunion dinner and my dad was blasting his songs through the stereo. It reminded me of my current love life. I don’t even know if it’s still existent. And I’ve been avoiding the thought of it all this while because I know what will happen if I let my mind wander there. The last time I was reckless enough to just let my emotions run free and it was…bad. I lost a few precious hours of my sleep. Sigh.

It’s true. Running away is always easier.

All I wanna do now is just to crawl into my bed and curl myself under my comforter and cry my eyes out till I feel better. There’s nothing better than a good cry.

But…

Duty calls. Have to help my mom with the preparations. Oh well. I’m getting pretty good at this anyway. Faking happiness. Putting on a show. I should be on stage acting. (>.<)

Happy (not) Chinese New Year

We’ve always wanted to get uniforms for our Interact Club. And we finally got them today! We get to decide how we want them to look like, so we decided on black shirt, black skirt and silver tie. I know that some of you will say why all black? But trust me, it looks gorgeous. =D

My desert from Delifrance…lol

Four of us sharing the same fitting room

We got the shirt from KLCC and the skirt from Midvalley. We hopped from one place to another today. And I’m so tired now…my feet are aching from the heels I wore today. They were brand new and pretty steep and high. Nearing the end of the day, I was so close to tears, I couldn’t walk properly anymore. I was slightly limping and half dragging my feet. Lol. But no pain, no beauty. =P

Today during our loooong wait for the train to arrive, there was this bunch (around 6 or 7 of them) of chinese-speaking little girls around the age of 13 or 14 getting out from the train. Most of them dressed like…somewhat similar to Harajukus (I’m sorry, I’m not really a fan of the Harajuku fashion). Anyway, suddenly one of them gave a cry and said she lost her phone (been there), and started crying (okay, that i did not do). She went hysterical, crying her eyes out. We heard her friends saying that, "Don’t cry, don’t cry, we’ll all share money to get you a new phone right away so your parents won’t know" (right…*eye rolling*).

And then, this was the thing that really got me mad, they pushed their way through the crowd and stood in front of us. We were already in front, as we got there first. I don’t know why they want to board the train again but it’s just so selfish and immature of them to elbow their way through the crowd. I mean…yeah you lost your phone but that doesn’t give you the right to jump queue and do whatever pleases you. Ugh. And another thing, when the train finally came we told everyone to stop pushing so others in the train could come out, but those girls…they were pushing again. We told them not to push and they even dared to say that they didn’t when it was so obvious that they were. I felt like throwing a slap across their faces.

We were stuck there for a while and finally we got so fed up that we decided to wait for the next train. Little Harajukus pushed their way into the train while we, the good samaritans (ahem) had to wait for the next train. And guess what? We had to miss four trains because they were so damn full and the people inside refused to move anywhere but near the door. So the area near the doors are jam-packed with people while the aisle/corridors only have a few. Sigh. Oh well…we’re living in Malaysia anyway. Can’t expect too much.

Hmm…I might do a post on this in my other blog. Will give notice if i do.

It’s pretty late and I’m exhausted. I’m gonna crash for the night. Goodnight.

Yesterday (Saturday), we spent from like 8am to 3pm painting. I was so exhausted at the end of the day. Could barely walk properly, felt as though like I was floating. Lol. Some pictures here:

I look weird here…probably because of me braces

Artist at work

"My candle burns at both ends
And it will not last the night
But ah my foes and oh my friends
It gives a lovely light"

CM and Jega doing "Around the Circles"

KY and Jega

KY and CM…sweet? Lolz.

He-who-didn’t contribute-much-but-only-know-how-to-complain

Our masterpiece (and mind you that’s a moon not a sun)

The only thing I had to drink other than plain water
 

Exhausted. Hungry. Dehydrated.

Yeah. So that was how I spent my Saturday. Painting at school. The school owes me a great big appreciation. At least they provided with the materials and food. Haha.

Anyway, yesterday was the first time in a long time I exchange flirts with a guy. It reminded me of how I was before. Totally boy-crazy. Lol. But I don’t like hearing myself when I flirt. I sound so…I don’t know…like those overly flirtatious girls. And I used to loveeee having guys flirt with me. Ew…can’t believe I was like that before. But oh well…at least I don’t hate myself anymore.

(P.S Other blog updated as well http://simplyintricated.blogspot.com/)

Wow…it’s been such a long time since I last updated my Friendster blog. It’s so hard to find time for anything else now. So much to do now…can’t seem to find a single free day all for myself. It’s either tuition classes or new year’s preparation or even if I don’t have tuition on that day, it’s used to catch up on my sleep. Sigh. My head hurts right now. You know I noticed something…almost every Friday night, I’ll get emotional. Something will definitely come up and contribute to my emo-ness. Sigh. Oh well. It’s just for a night I guess.

Lately, I’ve done a lot of shopping. I think I alone spent RM500 on clothes, bag and shoes. My mom’s not gonna be happy when the credit card bill comes rolling in. Lol. Oh well. Can’t be helped. Clothes are a neccessity. Don’t argue with me on that.

I didn’t really take much pictures. Don’t really have time for stuff like that anymore.

One of my favourite shirts from MNG

I love the print "Wild Thing"

My new heels!

That’s all I took. Too many others.

Anyway I should probably go, I have to go to school tomorrow. On a Saturday. But at least we’ll be painting the wall. My friends and I have been asked (so honored!) to paint a mural. And we can decide how we want it to be. We’ve done pretty good so far. And we’re trying to finish it up by tomorrow. Hopefully. I’ll post pics soon.

Nite.