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Another year gone. And what have I accomplished? Not that much. But still there’s something. At the beginning of 2006, I have to say I was quite different compared to how I am now. I was less matured and still uncertain about what I want. Just read some entries I posted in my blog during early 2006 and you might notice a difference. Maybe you won’t, I might still sound the same in writing. But I’m certain that during this short year I’ve changed plenty. Actually, I’m kinda surprised at how I was last time. I was still living in my own dreamworld unaware of what’s happening in the real world. I was young and ignorant and still caught up in the puppy love stage. I was going through a phase…where I thought love was this magical thing that connect two souls and yada yada yada. True… love is indeed a magical thing but not right now for me at this age. I mean I still do date and have boyfriends and all but I won’t fall head over heels in love with a guy. Too young to completely waste all of my time being in love. There’s still so many places I haven’t ventured into.
So yeah, I’ll probably have boyfriends whom I have feelings for and I might get hurt and depressed etc. but I won’t take it badly and spend all my time moping about it ‘coz I know it’s not worth it…not at this moment. Just not yet.
Anyway, back to where I was…I’ve grown up pretty much this year. I know that because just recently I had this serious talk with my parents to find out what’s really going through my mind or what I’m going through. It was a good talk and now I have a clearer picture of who I am and what I want. I also realized that many things my dad told me years ago are actually true. This time I’ll starting taking heed to what he says. Maybe not all…but a few that will truly benefit me.
During the year 2006, I’ve managed to do something I am nothing but proud of. It was no easy task though. A lot of determination and hardwork had to be put in. But it paid off, it improved my self-esteem and raised my self-confidence. At the beginning of year 2006 I was 52kg and right now at the beginning of 2007 I am a much healthier 41kg. This has to be one of my life’s proudest achievement. Though I am not completely satisfied with my current weight…so that will be part of my resolution for this year.
There’s no substitue to people telling you that you look great and not feeling totally conscious about the way you look and the best thing for a girl is that being able to wear gorgeous clothing. Hehe =D. Too bad I can’t do much about my height, I only have high heels to rely on. Oh well, that’s not too bad.
So I guess I should probably list down my New Year’s Resolution:
- Put in double the amount of hardwork as I’ll be having SPM this year. I can’t afford to waste my time away as I have during 2006.
- Lose a few more KGs and maintain that weight lest all my efforts and hardwork done during 2006 would be in vain.
- Read the books that my dad asked me to even though it might be a little boring. I have nothing to lose except time which will be worth it.
- Stop being so afraid of what others might think. I do not need anyone’s approval to do anything but only mine.
- Try not to get too involved with stuff that might divert my attention from what’s important this year: my studies.
- Work hard to improve my language skills. I’ll need it in the future and I want more than anything to be able to write flawless English.
That’s all I guess. Of course there are other sub-goals but those up there are the main ones. Somehow 2007 sounds like a good year to me. And I’ve got a feeling that it’ll past by just as quickly as 2006 had. Too bad time flies, wish it could slow down and take a stroll instead. Oh well.
So this is how I’m going to start the year. No more fooling around. I mean of course I’ll have lotsa fun this year but I’ll have to work as hard or maybe even harder. Time to do more than just talk. I can’t be a NATO anymore. (No Action Talk Only)
It’s late now. Gotta go now. Night.
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i’m proud of you girl!
LiaNgwEi 01.03.07 @ 1:37 am