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My head feels as if it’s gonna split open any moment now. As if all the information inside is gonna spill out like when the stuffing inside a cushion comes out from the seams. I’ve never felt so…what’s that word…i don’t know…satisfied? Maybe.
Anyway, early this morning, I went to sleep at 12.30am then woke up around 4.30am to study physics. Spent an hour and a half studying before going back to sleep at 6.00am and waking up again at 6.30am. Surprisingly, I didn’t feel tired at all except after we’ve done our physics paper one today. Then, came back from school had lunch, shower etc etc. Took a nap around 2.30pm and woke up at 4.30pm. Studied add maths this time till 6.30pm. I noticed that time pass really fast when studying add maths in contrary of studying subjects like biology, history, time goes by really slow.
As I was saying, I went downstairs for dinner at 6.30pm. Finished at 7pm then took my little Princess out for her daily walk. About half an hour. By 8.30pm I was ready for study after stuff like shower, folding the clothes, drying hair, etc etc. Sat on the chair poring over my numerous add maths books. My whole study area was covered with open add maths books. I couldn’t actually see my tabletop. It was really messy and crowded, plus with the PC beside.
At approximately 10pm, my dad called, was asking me to drink some kinda tea called Misai Kucing (cat whiskers). So there was my bro watching TV
despite tomorrow is his last day of PMR. He asked me if i wanted to
watch the show he was watching. I told no, I didn’t want to be
distracted. But…I ended up watching anyway. Lolz. I guess I needed a
little break.
Continued studying add maths from 10.30pm to 12.30am. I wanted to go on, but my body couldn’t take it anymore. My temples are throbbing and my eyelids are refusing to go against gravity anymore. So, I decided that I’ve done enough and let the rest be decided by my fate. But I think I’m gonna flunk this one. I can hear it calling my name. Failure is calling me. Destined to fail add maths anyway. Haw haw.
Seven whole hours of pure studying. The satisfaction out of it is great. You know that you have spent your time wisely and not carelessly (as my dad constantly reminds me). But studying so much doesn’t guarantee good end results. Oh well…as least I know that I worked hard. Plus, my parents knew that I’ve been studying hard for the past few weeks already so I don’t think there’ll be much scolding if results happen to be bad.
Oh right, today during biology paper one, I got bored and wrote this little poem. Reading it now, it sounds kinda erm…corny? Lolz. But I’ll just post it here.
If I had to shed
A million tears
To fill up the ocean
I would, my dear
Just to hear
Your voice caress my soul
If I had to let
The tears of heaven
Wash over my forever
Darling, you have my consent
You’re my haven,
I only want to be forgiven
Pray, you won’t ever forget me, never.
There, hope it doesn’t sound TOO bad.
Hmm…I think it’s bedtime for me. It’s pass 1am here. My headache’s not getting any better. I should probably crash. Goodnight.
