Malicious Minds

Hmm…about the phone bill…my mom found it this morning already. It was a good thing she opened it in her office. If not then i think i’ll be dead meat. So around 2:15pm i was happily chatting online when suddenly i had a message from mommy. So i got scolded on msn. LOL. Here’s the conversation we had:

[02:13:01 PM] naffy: hello do you know how much is

[02:13:09 PM] =-[!-+lil ni: how much is what

[02:13:11 PM] naffy:  the phone bill this month

[02:13:21 PM] =-[!-+lil ni: why?

[02:13:39 PM] naffy: and who is the guy you called in wee hours of the morning

[02:14:06 PM] =-[!-+lil ni: ermm.....sorry :$

[02:14:17 PM] naffy: 90+

[02:14:33 PM] naffy: so who was it?

[02:14:43 PM] =-[!-+lil ni: err....it was ******... but i never call him
                                       anymore...

[02:15:10 PM] naffy: why do u call him so early in the morning?

[02:15:24 PM] =-[!-+lil ni: coz its cheaper after peak?

[02:16:26 PM] naffy: hello…. plse check if it’s cheaper or not.. and
              spending so much on several calls is too much for us

[02:17:03 PM] =-[!-+lil ni: yes it is cheaper... and erm...i didnt
              call anymore already

[02:17:41 PM] naffy: always the same old story …outdated !!!

[02:18:14 PM] =-[!-+lil ni: no no …. where got oh… i mean really i
                                       didnt already..

That was it..haha..i edited it a bit for some grammar mistakes… LOL.. *sigh* but i think when she gets home from work…i’m gonna kena scold kau kau.. scared….

Highlights of the day… Lil Nikki falls sick today…she woke up early morning sneezing her head off and snot dripping from her nose. She almost passes out at the sight of her reflection. Bloodshot eyes and a bright red nose with a growing throbbing pimple on her nose.

*Sigh* Why?? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?? Why do i fall sick so damn easily?? Woke up sneezing and with my neck’s muscle aching… Felt like as if my nose was going to fall off… And then there headache comes along…i always get headache…which i don’t know why. Right now my flu is better but with a much more worse headache. Can feel my head throbbing. Maybe the headache is because just now i got caught in the rain. Went out with my mom just now to do a little shopping. Was raining on the way back.

Hmm….right now i can’t stop listening to that Phil Collins song "You’ll Be In My Heart". I know it’s kinda old…but i just heard it recently and then i can’t get it out from my head. I like the newer cover version done by Usher too. Hehe..it sounds sweet… Here’s the lyrics…

"You’ll Be In My Heart"

Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand Hold it tight

I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don’t you cry

For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can’t be broken
I will be here
Don’t you cry

‘Cause you’ll be in my heart
Yes, you’ll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

You’ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You’ll be here in my heart, always

Why can’t they understand
the way we feel
They just don’t trust
what they can’t explain
I know we’re different but,
deep inside us
We’re not that different at all

And you’ll be in my heart
Yes, you’ll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don’t listen to them
‘Cause what do they know
We need each other,
to have, to hold
They’ll see in time
I know

When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you’ve got to hold on
They’ll see in time
I know
We’ll show them together

‘Cause you’ll be in my heart
Yes, you’ll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more

Oh, you’ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You’ll be in my heart, always
Always

Ahhhhh….it’s finally here!!! The day has come!!! It has arrived!!! The telephone bill!!! Noooooo!!!! I need to get out of the house!!! My mom’s gonna kill me!!! My dad’s gonna give me a lecture then ban me from using the computer!!! (not that it mattered…i would still sneak online) But still….ahh!! Gonna get lots of scolding…i hope i won’t be grounded or anything >.< *sigh* My heart’s beating so hard and fast. Right now i hidden the letter beneath some papers…been hidden there for 2 days.. Hope it will stay hidden till i get a chance to get out of the house for a while… Panicking here… HEEEELPPP!!! MEEEEE!!!!!

AHHHH…OMG OMG!!! Alex Yoong is juz drop dead gorgeous!!! Handsome…dashing looks…cute… Too bad he’s married =( …. Well…went to see the A1 Grand Prix just now…got grand stands tickets…and got a free t shirt too… Hehehe… It was great…and it was really loud…can almost get deaf… LOL… Alex came in no.6…not bad for malaysian.. First was France… Second was Switzerland and Third was Czech Republic.. Hmm…last i think was Australia…was surprised.. Hahaha.. Screamed and waved at Alex…and he waved back!!! And when he used his hand to ruffle his own hair….he looked so adorable… *melts on the spot*

Hahaha….beside Alex…theres loads of other good looking guys..mainly those foreigners who came to watch.. Saw some pretty good looking guys… And also a little cute baby boy..really really cute… Blond hair and blue eyes…He was soo tiny… Very adorable ^.^

LOL….came back dead tired…and headache…too loud… Hahaha…wanna go bath now… feeling very dirty and sweaty.. Byeeeee!! GO GO GO ALEX!!! =p

…..Feel really tired and lethargic and lazy today….i dont know why… Maybe due to because of the lack of sleep and rest i had.. I slept a little after midnight yesterday…woke up at 4.30am.. went back to sleep around 8am and woke up at around 11am.. Woke up with a terrible headache….still having a little now… Feel like gonna faint any moment now… Can feel my eyes burning in its sockets…

Argghh… Feeling really weak…LOL… don’t know what is wrong with me these few days…always feel faint and tired. I dare not go to bed early for the fear of waking up around 4am-5am and then unable to fall asleep again. *sigh* i think i better retire early today. Goodnitez.. Sweet dreams… Ciaoz…

AAAHHHHH!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! I JUZ CAME BACK FROM WATCHING HARRY POTTER!!! It was really really really fantastic!!!! OK la…maybe it wasn’t up to my expectations…but still it was a great movie. All of them looked so grown up already…no longer young and cute. LOL…and we got to see a half naked Harry!!! Really nice body he has…six packs… ^_^ And yes yes yes…CEDRIC DIGGORY!!! He was really quite handsome…dashing looks… I cried when he died…was sobbing and having tears running down my face..it was really sad…and i only get to see him in one harry potter movie… the first and the last appearence of cedric diggory =( *sigh* there were quite a number of funny scenes too…laughed quite a lot… but sadly….they cut away a lot of scenes… so i think if you didn’t read the book…you wouldn’t understand what is happening. my friend beside me…who don’t read HP at all had to keep asking me who was who and what was happening.. I laughed when i saw the malay name for the movie…it was HARRY POTTER DAN GELAS BERAPI… HAHAHA… anyway…i better don’t tell too much in case some people who hasn’t watch it yet are reading..  Hehe… Ciaoz!!

Something my dad told us just now made me think… He said that "A married couple is connected only through love and laws…but both of them would sacrifice a lot for each other. Their own offspring…meaning their children who are connected by blood with them would never do the same". It makes me wonder…even though how much i wanted it to not be true…it is true. We never feel towards our parents the way we feel towards our lovers. We wouldn’t sacrifice for our parents as much as we would for our lovers. My dad says it is like this in every family…but why?? Why are we such cruel beings?? Why can’t we do the same to our parents?? Maybe even sacrifice more?? *sigh* i guess it just can’t be helped…

Anyway………

YESSS YESSS YESSSSSSS!!!! Finally after a looooooooong wait!!! Harry Potter is coming out!!! And i finally got to book tickets!!! HAHAHAHA…. That bloody GSC…keep saying updating system since last nite till now!!!Booked at other cinemas in case couldn’t get where i wanted. So altogether i booked 30 tickets… 30 TICKETS!!! Quite a lot when i think of it now… LOL… Feel kinda selfish that i booked so much more extras…other people don’t get to book.. HAHAHA… But i needed to do it… I had to… No choice…. we have to fight for it…if not..it’ll be all taken before i know it. AHHHH….I’M SO EXCITED!!! I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR SUCH A LOOOOOONG TIME FOR IT AND NOW IT’S FINALLY GOING TO BE OUT!!!  I CAN’T WAIT FOR THURSDAY!!! I’M NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO SLEEP!!! I CAN’T BELIEVE I’M GONNA SEE IT ON THE FIRST DAY IT’S RELEASED!!! HAHAHA….CALL ME CRAZY IF U WANT..

Arrgghh….i wanna go see the Harry Potter premiere tonight!!!! If i only knew of it…I’d rush out to get the passess. *sigh* if only…

Too excited to continue the story today.. tonight maybe… Ciaoz… Peace

Yesssss!!! Finally Monday!!! The day where I have to sit in front of the computer till past midnight… So that i can be one of the first few to book the harry potter movie…hehe…hope can book… Really neeeeed and waaaaaant to go badly…. Lol… Anyway here’s today’s poem… No wait… I’ve decided on doing something new.. I’ll write a story.. and each time i post here… i’ll write a few paragraphs.. Yeah…thats it… Hehe… So here goes…

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It was an early Monday morning. Only 5a.m. in the morning. But the inhabitant of the room was already awake. There she sits, by her desk. Bent over her waist with her head in her hands, sobbing. It’s been only two weeks. Two weeks since the death of her sister, Kristine. Layla missed her a lot. She missed all those moments she spent with her sister.

Kristine was killed by a drunk lorry driver. If it wasn’t for that old man, she’d still be alive today. She’d be up here in her bedroom. Both of them would have been worrying about what they should wear on the first day of their new school. Today.

A single tear rolled down Layla’s cheek and fell down on the table with a silent plop. Both of them had been so excited about changing schools. It was said that this school is the best in their district. Kristine had said that it was gonna be a boring school since the students here were super smart people. But Layla knew that secretly Kristine was just as excited. But now Layla would be facing the super smart people alone. Facing the world alone. Without her sister.

ok…so i guess this is for today… continue the next time…

tell me if u think this story sucks…and maybe i’ll change…

Highlights of the day: None….

As usual i woke up late…but today even later…at 1.30pm >.< Slept late last night..don’t know what did i do till so late. Haha. Basically today’s just another boring day…in front of the computer the whole damn afternoon. Just playing playing playing. Neck hurts now. Headache. Lol…

Hmm…well..the other went out to Midvalley…finally i got my hands onto Jay Chou’s newest album November’s Chopin (i didn’t buy it…someone bought it for me). Hahaha. Loved everything about it. The songs, the pictures, the singer…Lol. Had an okay time that day. Got back home dead tired…legs aching like hell.

*Sigh* It feels good to be able to write again. You know…to be able to express out what u feel in a different way. Haha. *Sigh* (again) This is probably the longest and boring-est holiday i’ve ever experienced. The only thing i can do the whole day is to face the computer or listen to my mp3 player or play with my dog or SMS ppl…which i cant do in the open since my dad dont like it when he sees me SMS-ing.

Miss talking to some ppl. Particularly one person. But sadly that person won’t be back till weeks later >.< and another person…someone who’s always been there when i needed to talk. *sigh* Feel so down right now. No idea why. One of my mood swings i guess. Feel like just wanna curl up under my blanket and cry. Lol.

Hmm…here’s some part of a song i’ve taken:

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It’s much harder to come by
I’m waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It’s as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

I don’t know why…but it just catches my attention. I feel its kinda true. People don’t get much love these days.

Hahaha… Poem for today:

WITHOUT YOU

Without you, my days are empty
I feel like humpty dumpty
Had a great fall
Could’nt be put back at all

Arghhh!!! Can’t think of what else to add.. Okay..let’s try again..

I’ll always remember the day
The day you went away
The day you left me stranded
On an isolated island

I’ll never forget the way you held me close
The withered rose
Which you gave me ages ago
I still find it hard to forgo

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No..i can’t do it. I don’t know what to write!! Arghh…forget it then. Nitez.